Sometimes I get so fed up with life as it is at the moment, it's all uni, work, work, work, uni. I feel like I have no life, I don't see any of my non uni friends anymore, I don't go out much because I don't have time, if I get asked anywhere it's usually "I can't Im working" and if I am off work and uni I never have any money anyway. Just be glad when this three years (Two now i guess) is over and I can start earning some money and paying my way and maybe have a life again, thats if my mates aint forgot who I am by then.
It dawned on me last night that I havent seen Mike since May, that was six months ago, a stupid amount of time to go without seeing someone who lives six miles away, and it's my fault cus I don't have time.
My friend Andrea messaged me the other day to ask when she can come round, I havent seen her for five years, we were so close at one point, again this is my fault, I dont even know what to tell her cus I just dont know when Im free next grrrrr.
On a positive note Mike has just told me that he is coming out on Saturday for Halloween, I have just finished my costume, fake blood all over the bathroom now but nevermind and had a great yet vile purchase from Asda!
Im sat here at my desk watching Myron, the hamster (named after Myron Bolitar from Harlan Coben's excellent books), busying himself hiding food IN A CLEAR PLASTIC TUBE stupid creature! What it must be to live such a simple existance. Watching him has made me wonder if it's cruel to keep him in a cage or not, he spends half the day sleeping the other half trying to escape, I often think about letting him out so he knows how good he has it, ten minutes of Tom and Jerry action with the cats will keep him behind bars I bet.
Dunno what else to do now, new Russell Howard show on in a bit, probably be shit, need an early night really, uni 9-4 then work 6-12.30, not good!!
It dawned on me last night that I havent seen Mike since May, that was six months ago, a stupid amount of time to go without seeing someone who lives six miles away, and it's my fault cus I don't have time.
My friend Andrea messaged me the other day to ask when she can come round, I havent seen her for five years, we were so close at one point, again this is my fault, I dont even know what to tell her cus I just dont know when Im free next grrrrr.
On a positive note Mike has just told me that he is coming out on Saturday for Halloween, I have just finished my costume, fake blood all over the bathroom now but nevermind and had a great yet vile purchase from Asda!
Im sat here at my desk watching Myron, the hamster (named after Myron Bolitar from Harlan Coben's excellent books), busying himself hiding food IN A CLEAR PLASTIC TUBE stupid creature! What it must be to live such a simple existance. Watching him has made me wonder if it's cruel to keep him in a cage or not, he spends half the day sleeping the other half trying to escape, I often think about letting him out so he knows how good he has it, ten minutes of Tom and Jerry action with the cats will keep him behind bars I bet.
Dunno what else to do now, new Russell Howard show on in a bit, probably be shit, need an early night really, uni 9-4 then work 6-12.30, not good!!
Think I'll leave u with another song of the day...
"Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what, what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love"
Lene Marlin
Another Day
"Lie to me, say that you need me
That's what I wanna hear
That is what, what makes me happy
Hoping you'll be near
All this time, how could I know
Within these walls, I can feel you
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
You must think, how can this be
You don't really know me
I can't tell, this ain't the time
You'll never be mine
What can I say, something 'bout my life
I just lost again
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love
Always have to move on,
To leave it all behind
Go along with time
Another day goes by, will never
know just wonder why
You made me feel good, made me smile
I see it now, and I, can say it's gone
That would be a lie
Cannot control this, this thing called love"
Lene Marlin
Another Day
TTFN
2 comments:
Si.... it's only another couple of years mate... it's gonna be so well worth it. Seriously. And in the meantime, we're a pretty friendly bunch of buddies. Sending you lots of hugs n encouragement xxx
oh u lot are fab.... hard tho sometimes! xx
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