Bed Of Lies

It's half past three in the morning... what's that about???

The simple fact is Gavin is on nights and I won't sleep so I'm trying to tire myself out in the hope that when I do go to bed I pass out in a heap!

I've had an awful week really, well mainly the beginning, it tended to get better as it progressed through to Friday. If you have read my previous blogs you will know that I was a little pissed off with bitchy two faced people, now to add to that are people who think it's OK to spread malicious, nasty lies about people in the hope of causing trouble.

I won't say what I'm meant to have done BUT if the wrong people decided to believe it this blog may very well be written from a different angle.

'Don't think that I can take another empty moment
Don't think that I can fake another hollow smile
It's not enough just to be lonely
Don't think that I could take another talk about it

No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there'll be no rest for these tired eyes
I'm marking it down to learning I am'

Why do people have to try and spoil things for other people?

Jealousy is all I can come up with, jealous because they have nothing else in their lives but a bitter need to hurt people, jealous because they are sad lonely individuals who think life revolves around drink and drugs and sitting around in little clicks bitching about anyone they can.

I have one thing to say to all of them;

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!